I was talking to my bestest cousin, jan.. she's always encouraging me
instead of talking some meaningless crap, like asking me why aren't i
paying attention in class nor studies, i told her.. i had no interest in studies
at all.. i feel like quiting school, i wanted to study something i like instead
of some crappy chem like couting how many gas particles in a fart, or map-reading
as if i'll get lost, i'll rather get lost and die than reading the fucking map, i gave up
totally in today map-reading test, i've got that urge to tear up that map, at that
moment i was thinking, why the hell map? as if i'm gonna take part in some amazing
race.. i think map-reading is crap, a few ugly scrrible represents a mine dump? fuck

People just blamed me for not paying attention in class, sometimes i
thought.. if you've got no intrest in something, why the hell would you pay
attention to it? Its like asking you to pay attention to what the monks are
chanting, and then u gotta do a test on what they are chanting just now.

Anyway, back to my cousin, she's my soulmate
so i just whine and she listens and she don't complaint..
she encourages me instead of laughing at me, like what others really
does or, listening to you while doing other stuffs or talking to other person
and u just stuck in that conversation halfway.. she's don't do mean things like
this, she listens and encourages you.. Today i've told her something that i've
kept inside for a long time, and her respond to me is always motivative and
encouraging.. for her sake i'll study, cause she's the only person who listens to me.

I'm gald that my mum, had already think of enrolling me into a private
school to study design if i fail my N or O.. I love mum and sis.

I love design,

Welcome to Singapore!

» L-Lawliet on 2007-03-30 02:57:16

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» GotMilk on 2007-03-30 09:37:21

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