Lets talk about guilt.
This emotional feeling that empowered me for as
long as i'm alive, yes guilt is my ultimate weakness.

This is how often i'm guilt ridden

When i reluctantly promised derrick that i would
watch American's next top model cycle 15 because of
his constant persuasion of how awesome bitchin skinny models
that doesn't even look like their age are. Even though i pinky promised
him to watch but tbh i do not have any intention of doing it.

Still, guilt made me watch it in the middle of the night when
flashbacks of the pinky promised flashes through my mind.


When i'm eating, all ready to enjoy what i had in my hands
Then this bloody dog came along sitting right infront of me giving
me this innocent look which made me feel like fly kicking him in da face.
I feel obligated to share it with him, even though he is not supposed to
eat cause he goes bald after it, consequences will never be the same really.

Still, guilt made me feed him whatever shit that is in my hands cause
i felt like a bloody selfish asshole for not sharing it with him.


When i get worried at tiny little things which is none of my frigging
business at all, purely cause i always put myself in other's people shoes
and over think some of the tiny little things that i bet most of the people
doesn't even give a shit. I was sitting at home, watching tv then this middle
age sorrowful looking man stood outside my door and persude me to buy some
prawn crackers from him, more like begging than persuding.

I agreed partly because the dog can't stop barking. Hesistate after he told me
its like 10 dollars for just 1, and i'm supposed to buy 3 of them. Then i brainwash
myself and created a fiction life story for that man then i felt guilty for not buying

Guilt made me buy 10 dollars prawn cracker and 30 for 3.
He came almost every sunday morning then, i got my mum to answer
the door all the time, and i felt guilty for summoning the devil to him. lmao


When i'm in a conflict, after saying really mean stuff to that
someone, i felt so shitty after that. I regret every single time when
i say hurtful shit to people, even though at that angry moment it felt
awesome saying shitty mean things to just hurt that person but
that after effect of massive guilt, is unbearable. I learnt to shut up

Guilt ever fails to put me down all the time.
Those i've mention are minor stuff, which is kinda stupid

I hate guilt, so miserable

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